Happy.Weird.Whimsical. — As i sat here, no one seemed to know what's goin' inside my big world of emptiness. Is there still left inside? Why does it seems like I've been here? Like I was here before waiting for something to happen; or rather someone to come and color my wonderful world; repaint it with bright colors and renovate the ruined staircase inside of it. Is there still left inside? Or all of my hopes and dreams just flew away and abandoned me forever? I never have lose myself. I am still the old me, The Dreamer. All of my dreams we're kept and still unfulfilled. I guess I'll be sitting here for the rest of my days. Knowing one thing at all; I'm Losing it. I'll be waiting until my heart dies. And I know, I will always live and dream of it. For ever. -just being lonely, i think!